Time flies. We all know this. The only case where time does NOT fly is instances like when you’re stuck in a boring workshop where they have the thermostat set so cold it just may crack off a body part and all you can think about is lunch. Then it’s slow. But typically, another week comes and goes and it feels like a blip on the radar.
Recently, I had a 1-2 punch that was the kind of coincidence that makes me stop and think. I saw a framed graphic at a family member’s house that said something along the lines of “940. The number of Saturdays until your child reaches 18.” Me being me, I checked the math (52×18=936) and wondered why they added the extra month. Googling it, 940 is the number used again and again, but I like the number 936 better than 940 anyway, so I’m sticking with that. (Why the extra four? Can you guess?)
The very next day I was speaking to a friend, and she said her pastor’s message that Sunday was on pretty much the exact same thing. He had a jar of marbles that visually represented how many weeks were left before his daughter turned 18. The emphasis being, of course, that we use our time together wisely. It is fleeting.
So there I was, with two totally different avenues leading me to the same wakeup call: we only have so much time with our children before they are off and running in the world.
Of course, I know this. But when you put a finite number around it, it drives it home even further. Tick…tock…and another week is gone. Another marble leaves the jar.
I have issues with time management. I just do. I aspire to knock the hell out of each day, and before I know it, I’m brushing my teeth before bed.
But the clock of life is wound but once…
My son had his feet resting on my lap the other day, and…they were huge. What happened to the teeny ones that I nibbled on and made him giggle?
He was just sharing with me his fascination with the circulatory system that he’s learning about in science class. Only yesterday he was learning the alphabet.
I tell him—like my dad always told me—there will always be room on my lap for him. But the last time he tried it, we laughed together at how comical we must have looked.
If my math is right, we’ve had 541 Saturdays together…and only 395 left before he turns 18.
395. 3-9-5. Holy crimony.
Thankfully, I am wise enough to know that these days do not need to be chock full and supercharged to be meaningful. I think back to my own childhood, and I realize that while there are some “big” memories of trips and special events—the real things that stick are the small things. The moments. It didn’t have to be anything special—just a time where I felt that I mattered. I don’t even think those thoughts typically cross our minds when they are happening—it’s like they just go into a special reservoir of love, where for some reason, we feel it and cherish it.
So, before I “lose my marbles” with my son, I need to remind myself that the moments count. That just because we may not be able to carve out the better part of a day to do something significant, I can still get out and play touch football with him and his dad.
I can genuinely listen to him catch me up on the first part of the “Full House” episode that I am sitting down to watch the rest of with him.
I can make time for a bike ride on a beautiful fall day, even if deadlines are looming.
I can share in his joy at the occasional 49¢ McDonald’s ice cream cone.
While we still do need to hit the “big” things and make those memories, it’s important to remind myself in the swirl of the day that not all is lost as long as we remember the moments, too.
Because that is what he will remember. The moments.
936 down to 395.
It’s not about us putting more stress on ourselves because who needs more of that? What it is about is keeping the perspective that we do have a finite time with our children, and it does matter—to them and to us—and it is all a blessing of unknown impact and meaning.
So amidst the flurry and chaos of everyday life, I’m going to strive to remember to jump in the leaves. Even if it means we have to rake them all over again.
8 thoughts on “936 and Counting”
Thank you Lisa! I am glad our friend shared this “visual” too. I just enjoyed collecting leaves and acorns with one of my kiddos. Simple and sweet! Oh, as to the 4 days…would that be the 4 leap years that would occur in an 18 year time period?
Leap year! That may just be the answer! (I still like 936, though!) 🙂
Lisa, my daughter is 18 and so those
Saturdays have sailed. My son will be
15 at the end of October. 160 Saturdays.
And it DOES go fast. I remember being
bleary-eyed at the grocery when my daughter
was a newborn and someone telling me that.
I recall nodding politely and thinking, “I just
want some sleep!” The clock was already
Being present in the moment is huge. It is
something I am constantly striving for. Thank
you for this poignant reminder : )
As you so beautifully recounted in your “Nine Plus Nine” post…it all goes by so very fast. I have a feeling someday in the not-too-distant future I’ll know exactly what Gracie is feeling!
Sorry to get nerdy in your comment section. Of course I needed to know about the 940 instead of 936. Here’s my explanation 🙂 There aren’t exactly 52 weeks in a year, but there are exactly 365 days. If we throw in 4 leap year days, 18 years works out to 6574 days. Divide that by 7 to get the Saturdays, and you get 939 and change. They must have rounded up, or counted another leap year day. I would say take the extra 4 Saturdays. You’ll wish you had!
Love the math! I’ll take those extra Saturdays for sure!
I’m right there with you sister–losing my marbles. Love your piece.
Thank you…I’m in good company! 🙂